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11:29 PM | Wednesday, July 29, 2009
bad day.
everything sucks today. seriously,terrible day. ulcer hurts in mouth,head keep spinning often,and i think i am getting a sore throat soon.
DPA interview was quite okay. i feel that got high chance of getting into nyp. but nahhh.
i think i need sleep. boring day tomorrow. ciao.

somethings go and disappear,never return again.

12:59 AM |
interview yo.
tomorrow is interview day yo.
i know i should be in bed now,but i just can't get to sleep seriously.
school was the same as yesterday.
I WAS BLOODY LATE BY THAT MINUTE. DC! T.T
teachers that don't teach us,come in give us our exam papers. LOL.
i didn't get to eat my noodles at market today,dang.
photshoot was seriously stupid,i think the school magazine part for floorball will look stupid.
mr ong was being nice to let us off like one hour of dc.
trg was boring. home with cliff! saw him on the mrt platform.
hope tomorrow interview would be good,won't be nervous at all!
going with naz! haha. okay,seriously time for bed.
IF NOT,I AM GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW FOR TWO DAYS CONSECUTIVELY.

crystal ball.

8:30 PM | Monday, July 27, 2009
freedom is here
Decided on not to blog wordy posts from now on! haha.
seriously,i think it's quite waste time too! lol.
school's been fine! two words to describe-FREAKING SLACK.
went to market for lunch after school with the usual gang.
floorball photoshoot for the school magazine tomorrow. there's goes my huge bag hanging around in school with that helmet out again.
DPA interview on wednesday at nyp. for my DPA's second choice. sports and wellness management. not really the course i want to get in now. :/
and FOP's this year don't have hillsong! dang. haha,true worshippers and bob weisz(not sure) leading worship. still considering about going or not!
was randomly browsing through websites just now,and realised i haven't login to my friendster account for like ages.
lol,and friendster seriously look like SHITZXZXZ.
oh man,poa homework awaiting me. BOREDDD.

never wait till it's too late.

10:14 PM | Sunday, July 26, 2009
the zone!
friday 24th july
met up with jerome,jon,mengchao,shaun,wilson yeo and glenden. was at yishun safra for bowling. swimming was the alternative-.- haha,it was pure fun! was second last overall for the so-called warm up first game,but first in the second game! :D after that,went to play pool and snooker. wahlau,jon's aura. haha. headed to northpoint's new jap foodcourt. jon intro some omelette rice with beef patty. wth,beef was nice. rice was shit. went to macs for some dessert! lol. before heading home.

saturday 25th july
there's a big start to the hectic saturday. met up with sheryl siow at khatib. breakfast at khatib macs,before 969 down to tampines interchange. took 23 to TP. the session was freaking boring. i thought what only. nvm,after that. took 69 and rushed down for match against pasirian. gary was there too. he left with sheryl after a while. the match was really from good to bad. was really enjoying ourselves for the first two periods. third period,i don't know how. but pasirian really fought back hard. final score 6-4 to pasirian. was leading 3-1,but they won the third period with 5-1. dang. anw,changed and see the zarf and merahans match for a while. headed home with naz. met muneer at yishun and cabbed home. one bag full of player stuffs,one bag of keeper set,one stick bag. cab was the better option. lol. bathed and rushed out to meet jerome,shaun and wilson yeo at khatib. took 969 down. and met mengchao at tampines. saw zulham,puvin and faris at the interchange. lol,they were like still there at 5! lol. went to the macs near the kfc that one. ate early dinner there before taking train down to expo. saw familiar faces there! haha. went to hall 9 and met up with abby and gang. haha. was a long queue to go in. our cut queues and stuffs still put us behind the queue. lol. went to the standing area. haha. roy joined us too. saw smartie pie. haha. (: it was AWESOME! :D haha. all the songs,pastor judah smith,everything! it was amazing. seeing God heals the sick,forgives us and start a new life with Him. it was really Great. God's presence was defintely there. :D after the concert,shaun don't know go where and the rest of us headed back to the mrt. took a really shortcut way. lol. trained home with the four of them who i went with plus roy. abby and gang went changi airport for dinner. long way home! had lots of fun praising and worshipping God! (:

sunday 26th july
missed church. too tired. met up with gary and jerome at khatib macs. after that,969 down to tampines sports hall. P9 vs team squirrels. played goalie for the match. haha,it was pretty fun but tiring. once in a while play goalie is a fun thing. but seriously tiring. won them 11-2! wooo. haha. team talk after that and went to bathe. headed down to city hall with jerome,gary,jianyi and bob. bob left us once we reached city hall. met mengchao at city hall. went to look for jon at funan's challenger. he has some fifa 09 xbox competition. haha. he played well,unlucky i guess. after his competition,went to the foodcourt downstairs for dinner. homed after that.

well,it's back to school tomorrow. i wished there was just another rest day. really need to sleep. though i know i should go and sleep now and don't complain so much. well,what i don't want to see is the results to my paper tomorrow. my teacher will be stunned with my results which i think i would be satisfied or more than happy if i managed to get a pass for all. lol. okay,time for bed. goodnight people.

tear down the walls.

9:40 PM |
tear down the walls!

2:56 PM | Friday, July 24, 2009
fridays.
alright,the last day of our self-proclaimed holiday. back to school on monday. reminding myself about school doesn't really make me happy. but well,a nice weekend ahead is the remedy! haha. okay,going to swimming with jerome,jon,shaun,wilson yeo and maybe mengchao and wanhao at yishun safra! haha. better go prepare now!!!

You hold the universe.

12:10 AM |
time passes,
july 23 thursday
woke up at like 10 plus. and time passes like super slow can. wait till 2.30 and went to prepare. left house around 3 plus. cause my shoe shoelace tore the last time,didn't change. so yup. headed down for trg. was quite okay. officially last trg in phs. lol. i think we still sneak in lo. haha. after trg,trained down to newton to meet naz. waited very long for 171. and finally it come. reached CCAB and went to change. met the coaches at the track. they told us that the rest of the team went to botanic garden to run then go back CCAB. so ask us to just run around the track till they are back. first three rounds was okay. then we finally saw the rest on the fourth round. and it was a super surprise! cause we were real late. when we call augustine,coach pick up and say that the rest were running,ask us to meet at track. wth. that's was bluff! lol. turn out they already run earlier when we haven't reached CCAB! no wonder i saw one of the coaches like holding some plastic cup,like got party like that. lol. and it was actually some kind of team farewell party and bonding session,not the whole team there though. watched remember the titans and had dinner there too. watched it on HBO before. but really inspiring show! so it's not really a physical trg,more of a farewell party to the team! wonderful man. didn't regret going. haha. parents came to fetched me and naz home. (:

well,last trg and last match this week. end of combined schools journey. it was a great experience going to korea. league 1 was good exposure. but not the season that i thought it would be. but oh well,it's over this week. tomorrow going to soccer i think. saturday gonna be a super busy day. early childhood session at tp,then match with pasirian,then meeting muneer take keeper set,then HILLSONGS! :D haha. so excited. okay,time for bed. tiring day today. (:

going all-out to get the job done for the team.

1:35 AM | Thursday, July 23, 2009
harry potter!
july 22 wednesday
went to market to meet gary,jon,wanhao,weiyank,terence for lunch. was late though. lol. after eating,headed to take listening compre. waited freaking long before,heading into the classroom. i hope i will do fine. some questions always stuck between two options. haha. anw,headed home immediately. before heading to yck to meet jerome,gary and weiyank. headed down to meet the rest at plaza sing. the rest-wanhao,jon,victor,zhengquan,shaun,terence. mengchao,glenden,nick and wilson yeo joined us shortly after that. bought tickets for harry potter at GV. 6.45 show. went to kfc after buying tics for dinner. after that,for movie. woo,just in time for the show. the show was okay only. i think was quite boring actually. lol. anw,headed to parklane to play lan after that. palyed till 11.10 like that and trained home after that. reached home around 12.10. (:

well,fun day. tomorrow school trg. i'm still deciding on whether to go for combined schools trg or not. physical trg can kill me off. and at worst,i would make the team to do more punishment. rahhh. can't wait for saturday though! :D:D:D really been keep thinking of it non-stop! haha. okay,i want play psp already. really addictive!

given,but didn't appreciate it well.

9:03 PM | Tuesday, July 21, 2009
appreciation.
well,went to cut my hair just now behind school. haircut was really crap. my hair looks like when i went to taman negara camp in sec 3 that time the hair. really shit lah. so round. ): anw,went to meet jerome,victor,jianyi,glenden and nick at market. ate lunch there. went to the tennis court with jerome and victor after that,the rest went home. shaun,wilson yeo,mengchao,zhengquan,jon,jasper joined us there. tennis session was like usual. haha. enjoyed myself. headed over for floorball trg after that. starting played with ourselves,after that played the rest of the team. had fun. (: headed home with jerome,shaun,wilson and faqrul.

i don't know why,once i reach home,i just felt like shit. so tiring and my thighs are really aching like mad. tomorrow got listening compre,in the afternoon,waste our time only lah. should held it in the morning. better. harry potter tomorrow! doesn't really interest me though,but i am still watching a movie! got eclipse in the morning! everybody's talking about it. lol. anw,thursday trg become physical trg. still thinking whether going a not. dang. saturday saturday saturday!!! funfunfun.

shadowfeet.

11:04 PM | Monday, July 20, 2009
short holiday.
shiok to the max for this whole week. for pupils who are not taking hist and amaths and chinese o's(already) at all,congrats to you. you are in the lucky zone,cause you have been rewarded to a one week break,exclusive the going back to school to take chinese o's listening. LOL. okay,all this are crap. anw,here's what happen for the past two days.

july 19 sunday
church in the morning with jerome and mengchao. sermon on missions. well,one of my want-to-accomplish things(: missions! i feel that,it's a good chance to spread the gospel! :D haha. but probably later in life,there's defintely a chance! after service,went to market to have breakfast. trained down to vivo after that. decided to do some shopping,since mengchao and me received money :D walked around vivo,wanted to get a t-shirt from num,cause they were having 50% sale! wahhh. but deicided not to. turned out,it was purely window shopping. ate lunch at superdog,before heading home for a good rest. wanted to rest,but psp super tempting. so played till night. haha.

july 20 monday
was asking adeline out,but last minute change of plan! lol. went to amk macs near hub,to find gary,shaun,wilson yeo,terence and jon. in the end,headed down to khatib macs to study. saw zhengquan at the mrt,so he joined us. jerome came down from his house too. didn't study much! more of relax and slacking my time away. haha. while the rest,studying hard! goodluck people for your papers tomorrow! (: studied till 6 plus. headed home with jon and zhengquan. okay,jon had a cheat method to let his calculator calculate matrix! haha. very stupid. when zhengquan's calculator,need one press on the button and ta-da. lol. jon,press until make people laugh only! haha.

well,tennis tomorrow! woohoo. been three or four weeks since i last touched a tennis racket. well,should be heading back for school trg tomorrow. hope that mdm jaafar won't be there. so that,we can enjoy our trg in the hall. haha. seriously can't wait for saturday! i really can't wait to praise God on saturday! gonna be so great! :D time for more psp time. lol.

i'm not ashamed of the gospel Lord,
Your power and Your love,
that saved my soul,
now i'm alive in You,
i live in the Risen Son.

8:52 PM | Sunday, July 19, 2009

11:06 PM | Saturday, July 18, 2009
lousy day.
started it off badly. woke up early. cause couldn't sleep any longer. bodyache everywhere,but no choice. must win game. was late,so took cab down after buying finish macs from sembawang. walked freaking long till finally i took a cab. reached there,watched spartans leading nus saints. went to warm up and stuffs. shalln't say much about the match. played like shit. tired till like crap. but i think we really gave our best. well,we lost to moosemen 8-3. was drawing them 1-1 and 3-3,respectively in the first and second period. third period was really tiring. after match,team talk. and cabbed down to nyp. for the friendly against nyp for P9. freaking ass. reached there,wait a while and in the end turned out they never send the list on time,and couldn't go in the sports hall and play. freaking ass,waste my taxi fare there!!!!!! nvm,went to bathe and headed to market to eat with jerome,gary,aaron,victor,jon and shaun. turned out that jootat and the rest was eating at market too. lol. after that,aaron left. so we headed to amk to play lan at raiders. haha. it was fun lah. headed home after that. freaking bad in the day,but at night,friends were great company. (:

dang. combined schools really going down to div 2. well,basically we thought nhac loses to pasirian. but now,things have change. nus saints won spartans 7-3. pasirian won nhac 3-2. so now the tables lies between the bottom three. victoria skools,combined schools and spartans. okay,spartans are confirmed relegated. victoria have a game in hand against RP salibandy,which is like player vs coach. cause mr amir plays for victoria while he coaches RP. to let victoria stay in div 1,anything can happen. but we will never know lah. hopes RP do us a big favour. and then next weekend,victoria draws or loses to spartans would be great. provided we win pasirian. well,so let's hope RP really win.

bodyaching over everywhere. really feel like sleeping the whole day tomorrow. but very sian ah. like waste a sunday. lol. my thighs are aching,my right arm are aching,my mind is not in the right state,i feel very warm easily. my body is seriously in a bad condition. which i think,rest is the remedy to all this. okay,talk is nothing. real rest is the thing i need now. church tomorrow and cut hair after that. another week of free school holiday next week! :D haha. with the exception of going back to school on wednesday for chinese o's listening!

lay back and enjoy the scenery.

11:33 PM | Friday, July 17, 2009
lol.
just realised that thierry henry got the same birthday with me! cooool! haha.

10:10 PM |
big game tomorrow.
sleeping for 3 hours just now and waking up not long ago was really good. this 3 hours is just bits of the lack of sleep i got for this week. school days can be fun,but it could be the most toruturing and tiring days. i guess chongling will agree with me. and i got a feeling she's sleeping now! haha. playing probably one of the most important game and toughest game for me tomorrow,although my mind now is not in the right state and mood to go out there and get some goals or points on court tomorrow. i know how important it is tomorrow. but now,i don't have that feeling for me right now. it really sucks. anw,shall blog about what happen for the psat two days.

16 july thursday
poa papers today. the last major papers that i have to take for the week. not easy. and i know i am not going to do well. went to market for lunch after paper. after that,had a random suggestion. and me,jerome,gary,victor,dorothy went to chongling house to play snooker. haha. we were pretty bored. cause friday's paper is science mcq! hahaha. played till 4 and headed home. bused homed with the rest except victor who needs to go opposite to take bus. haha. when i thought dorothy,who wants to take a train home,wanted to alight at khatib,so i went down with jerome while she stand on the bus with gary and went to yishun. fine,she msged me say she's still walking to station when my train was about to arrive at yishun. and guess what. i left the train,and she board the train. and i had to wait for another long 6 mins train. so we are FAIR NOW OKAY DOROTHY OH. reached home and booked the badminton courts. left for trg at 6. haha. trg was crazy. tired like crap. parents came and fetched me home.

17 july friday
reach on time for science mcq,and mrs teo really started on time. so took temperature and was late for a few mins. still got people even later me. lol. finally exams are over,for now! haha. went to market for lunch after that with the whole gang. left around 11.50. took bus down to khatib sports hall. paid for the badminton courts and off we went. badminton session was great! pretty long since we played. think,last year was the last badminton session. must do it like 2 or 3 times a year! haha. left around 4,walked to the bridge there at khatib,before deciding to go home. lol. went to buy some food from the pasar malam and headed home with tariq. (: and at home,eat and sleep for 3 hours was like one of the best thing now.

right now,typing. i am 3/4 conscious lo. so tired. i still feel like sleeping. match at 2 against moosemen tomorrow. where we need to reach at 12 to support spartans. who will be against our deadliest rivals. nus saints. lol. it's a must go,if not don't need play. lol. good for naz lo. got SPA bio exam. can reach late. dang. but anw,goodluck naz! haha. after game,still got another game at nyp! against nyp! for P9. hope can go in lah. lol. cause of the admin problem now. and i hope i won't be late for the game. gonna cab down after match at tsh. siannn. alright,i better go sleep soon. tiring day tomorrow!

heart still here.

8:23 PM | Wednesday, July 15, 2009
maybe.
today's geog paper was alright. it was quite okay man. after paper,went to amk macs,the opposite hub one,for breakfast. went with mengchao,ivan,tzewei and weiyank. left around 11. went home. changed,bathed and left house. met jerome,victor and jianyi at khatib bus stop. met gary and mengchao on 969. bused down to tampines,before taking 23 over to temasek poly. the school got so many pretty girls,*drools*. saw a few familiar faces there,right victor! hahaha. met the floorball in charge,paul. spoke to him about our courses and stuffs. and the director and assistant director spoke to us too. finish the whole thing at 4. hope we could get through,most importantly do well for our prelims 1. left with only poa and science mcq. rahhh. went to the foodcourt,gary and mengchao ate there. headed over to the sports complex to walk around. realise that it is a open air sports complex. wow. imagine at night,it is like........ okay. lol. after that,headed home. (:

really not easy to get through the DPA for me. i think for the rest,quite okay. mannn. so let's wait for their call then. heh. tomorrow poa day. okay,i really hope i could at least do 3/4 of it. my prelims 1 more or less,is a goner for the results. so friday's combined science mcq is really important for me. chinese o's listening next wednesday. well oh well,let's just leave everything to God and work hard. booo.

hope.

10:22 PM | Tuesday, July 14, 2009
pictures!

mr chan does a 'arrow pointing to?????'




mr chan,in his normal picture.
















careful of him okay!!!
overdue pictures. the rest on facebook. (: pulau ubin trip!




10:09 PM |
exams shit.
4 down,4/5 papers more. can't wait for prelims 1 to be over. really freaking torturing,though i feel freaking slack. maths paper today,was horrendous. think i slept too late last night,made me felt asleep a few times when i was doing my paper. sucks. i plot the points for my graph and mr chandra goes,stop writing class. i was like wth. and i left a few blanks in front,thought of got have time to go back do. dang. chem was even worse. the moment i flipped open the paper,did question 1 and i surrender already. totally mind went blanked. i think a few marks would me good. maths gonna be destroyed by paper 2. okay,my best subject is down. now what. geog is confirm cannot make it. POA. haha. i will try my best. just hope that i score well for the mcq for the both sciences on friday. maybe still can let me get a E8 or D7 if i get full marks. after school,went to take cca records. woohoo. A1 for cca. shiok. haha. after that,headed to j8. wanted to eat swensens for lunch,but in the end cafe cartel. haha. wasn't really enough for me,but at least the food was quite nice. haha. headed home with jerome,gary,shaun and weiyank after that. (:

tomorrow going TP to meet the teacher in charge. don't even know what to say man. lol. geog paper in the morning first. siannn. haha. well,three more days of suffering,and a short break before prelims 2. okay,shall continue on geog. bye peopleee.

it's weird feeling huh.

10:10 PM | Monday, July 13, 2009
2 papers down,6/7 papers to go!
2 down,6/7 more to go! okay. finally man. bio seems to be so long. when i was doing maths,time fast like nobody's business. but overall,maths was rather okay. bio suck. ohwell,i didn't study for bio. so don't really bother me much. just that DPA results,i don't know. :/after bio,went to nyp. wante dto eat macs there,to fulfill terence hope of eating cinnamon melts. but wth,we need to write some declaration form and take temperature. and just to eat macs. so we left. but wah,a lot of students ah that timing. saw cousin zoe! haha. in the end,not enough time,so decided to go market for lunch. headed back school around 1.40. wear tie all this,and headed up to the hall. everybody was stress,but me. FREAKING RELAX. not even tense or what. even when we were waiting,i could still say lame stuffs. everyone was just super tense. haha. my turn. passage,was rather okay. the end,i stagger for a moment. conversation was about CIP. haha. sucks. i keep uhmmm,and the invilagtor was like answering my final part of the sentence that i want to say for me. lol. and freaking don't dare to look at the invilagtors. even two pairs of eyes keep staring at you. WAH. i kept looking at the table. but lucky it's over. pass for me,i think. strong feeling. haha. now i can't wait for o's to finish. when i can fully enjoy myself. prelims 2 is end of aug. dang. so fasttt. after oral,studied in library with gary,mengchao and chongling. homed after that with gary.

maths paper 2 and chem tomorrow. hmmm,i got doubts for chem. but i want to do well paper 2! wednesday going to see the teacher-in-charge of TP sports. thursday time for floorball again. friday end of exams. most likely to have a gathering at night. and saturday do or die for the combined schools team. we lose,we are out. we win,chances of surviving is still there. 2pm match against moosemen at tampines. must win! sunday,church for now. haha. i am tired.

no reason to hide,

10:52 PM | Sunday, July 12, 2009
study.
looks like study days,weekends is the things that i need to prepare to face in the upcoming three months time before o's. practically wasted the whole of yesterday. studied a bit at night. and today after church went to study with jerome,mengchao,shaun,glenden at amk drive thru macs. church was great. it kind of answer the question that troubles me really long. what happens after death? synod sunday today. means pastor srimal have to go another presbyterian church,while orchard presbyterian church pastor came over. he's quite funny. haha. headed over to amk macs to study all the way till 6. productive? 50-70% only. haha. went to amk hub ntuc. they wanted to buy sushi to eat. haha. homed after that.

i totally forget that my chinese o's oral is TOMORROW AFTERNOON. wth. this time i am really dead. i am feeling super unprepared for it. seriously. i think i will stagger like nobody business when they are talking about the conversation. hope it comes up with an easy question. the past two days of oral have been tough and not much link to the current hot topics! yuppp. this is the make or break for chinese. maths paper 1 and bio paper 2 in the morning! can't wait for the week to end. cause exams for me and some other few will be OVER! haha. prelims 1 torture finally end. haha.

dang. hillsongs songs are really addictive. their new songs,so really make wanna jump and worship Him immediately! it all makes sense. God is always and has always been there for us,even when we didn't realise. and the thing is that,everytime we prayed to God. he answered our prayer,but there's at least a group out there,who doesn't or forgets to give thanks to Him. this is bad,really bad. sometimes i fall into the catergory. but no matter what people,give thanks to Him everyday. doesn't only mean when He answered your prayer or not. He has make and gave us amazing stuffs. God is real. He has been always here. (: can't wait for FOP and the hillsong concert!!!!!

give us time,i believe it will.

11:00 PM | Saturday, July 11, 2009




the first video,is one of the current lead singers of hillsong,brooke fraser! and the second video is super sad. is about a hillsong singer,jill mccloghy who lost her child after she gives birth,and she had to perform to the concert which is singing further on the video.

12:22 AM |
so much more than this.
july 10 thursday
school was ever boring. can't remember what's happen in school yesterday already. after school,went market for lunch. headed back to school to wait for the lianhe zaobao person to come take photo. miss choi was there too. super paiseh mannn. luckily the photo taking was a fast one. glad that it's over. haha,see me in one of this days chinese newspaper then! haha. after that,went to the library to slack and use comp. soccermanager transfer market heats up once again. the 3 months ban for the big players have finished. so trades have been going back here and there. haha. went to market for lunch with jerome,gary,wanhao,jon,mengchao and terence after that. left around 5.45 and headed for trg. trg was shit man. run like one idiot,though made successful agression attempts for intercepting the ball through body check,but super bored. trg was really like shit. left with two more trgs and matches and the worst season that i have played will be over. dad and mum fetched me and naz home after that.

july 11 friday
3-4 sets of 1min30secs of bridge after trg last night wasn't gonna help when i woke up today. crap. really didn't feel like going school. lessons freaking boring. all one period,move here move there. super troublesome. after school,went to hog's breath cafe for lunch with jerome,gary,wanhao,victor,zhengquan,shaun,glenden,nick,tariq,jianyi at toa payoh. got some promotion,so we decided go there. had steak for lunch. super shiok man. but ex like crap. 36.50 for mine-.- homed after that.

okay,played dota with tariq just now. i am really bored,if not i seriously won't be playing. my last resort to play. lol. studying tomorrow i guess. DPA form i submitted already. thanks to mr yeo for the great help. he helped like 8 of us! i feel for him. like he's home to takecare of his daughter yet,still need to rack his brain to write for us. and in 600 characters,is seriously not easy. imagined one person got 3 courses and 8 of us,24 times of courses. salute him man. haha. but i am afraid now that i put early childhood in my first choice,and sports and wellness management as my second choice,i would like most likely end up in my second choice. dang. since floorball is a sports. so yeah. but hope the meeting with the TP floorball teacher-in-charge is on next wednesday. hope everything would be good that. seriously,i have only a few hours of sleep for hte psat few days. today i can finally recover all my sleep already. but i scared i wake up at as early 8 tomorrow-.- heck,bye people.

exhausted,both physically and mentally. let's wait for a miracle to happen. i just don't see a future.

12:10 AM | Friday, July 10, 2009
exhausted.
seriously,i am too exhausted to go school tomorrow. poa homework not done yet. which i plan to do in class. sucks. blog more tomorrow. i need sleep now. trg wasn't good.

i am in the wrong zone. just isn't those days that you will feel happy.

12:43 AM | Thursday, July 09, 2009
DPA!
alright. DPA started today. think a lot of people register for it. haha. but anw,school ultimate boring. i don't know why,the time pass super duper slow. seriously sucks. slept in a few class today,but i am happy at least i did some work! and finally i can understand and listen in class nowww. that's good. haha. after school,went with to market for lunch with the same people as yesterday plus zhengquan. left around 3. headed home. slept for a while and went for tution. parents came and fetch me after that. went to shop and save for a while beside the interchange that one. shiok. tomorrow's recess got pasta for breakfast. yeah man. can save money:D haha. homed after that.

just send an email to mr yeo whose helping me with the DPA. alright man. woohoo. early childhood here i come! i know i had said before i wanted sports and wellness management. but then after going into a lot of consideration adn looking into their modules structure and careers in the future and also my friends who are in the sports course,think now,early childhood more for me. sports and wellness management seems to be more planning and business involvement. yeah. so hope i can get into TP's early childhood course! :D haha. time for bed now. so tiring. combined schools trg tomorrow! and the lianhe zaobao people coming to have the photoshoot with me tomorrow. 3pm. siannn. haha. okay,goodnight people.

changes my life.

10:25 PM | Tuesday, July 07, 2009
school reopens.
today seems like the first day i wear long pants. serious,i don't know why i got this feeling. but it's really weird to have this feeling! but everything seems quite alright in school. just that got lots of cameras filming here and there. and also a lot of outside people. LOL. homeroom changed to the fourth floor. lessons were surprisngly okay,teachers were like so relax! haha. got no idea why. they weren't furious even though we couldn't finish our homework. and gave us one more day to do it. that's a surprise. haha. but anw,no remedials today. how good can that be. after school headed to city hall with jerome,wanhao,victor,mengchao,jianyi,glenden,nick,jon,weiyank,terence. went there to accompany jianyi to get his mum birthday cake at bakerzin. went to eat at macs at raffles city first. wah,see all the AYG atheletes. some going home,some still touring. went to suntec to get hte cake. yummy yoghurt for dessert is shiok balls. :D haha. the cake from bakerzin is also seems very YUMMY. haha. chocolate amer. should try it sometime. anw,went to walk around suntec,before heading home. haha. and we walked past HMV again..... ps3 and xbox 360 time. LOL. played for like 30 mins again,before heading down back home.

pretty good for the first day of school. but prelims 1 next week. dang. got the tickets from sirbest for the hillsong concert! YAY. so coool. pastor judah smith from seattle,US! coming over to preach. and we suspect that it will be more of a american hillsong we are expecting. haha! but i can't wait,to praise God!!! school tomorrow should be normal. haha. and tution tomorrow night.
fighting spiders was nice just now. haha. think it's ending soon. mannn. and the news seems to be reporting a lot from our school man. haha. wah,quah ting wen got best female athelete for AYG. she's hot sia. haha.

favourable.

10:46 PM | Sunday, July 05, 2009
back to the good old times.
dang. miss church today,cause woke up late. was really tired when woke up. anw,met up with jerome and victor at khatib and yio chu kang respectively. and mengchao at city hall. went to raffles city mos to eat. headed over to suntec convention hall. to see world cyber games-dota. lol. we saw wrongly at first,we saw the gaming league. but we didn't realise it. we went to eat again,cause victor didn't eat at mos and was feeling hungry. headed back,as jon finished his fifa 09 competition at funan. wanted to see him play lo,but he cheat us on the timing! lol. we went back to the convention hall to see the finals. jon joined us there. and we finally realised the dota WCG is held beside it! and when we reach,it was like ending in 5-10 mins! and the crowd was like a lot! lol. vietnam vs malaysia in the final! haha. vietnam was champions. went back to the gaming league area to see the finals! haha. exciting. but a lot of idiots popped their heads here and there and blocked our view. haha,left around 4 or 4.30. can't remember. was on the way back,when we saw a ps3 with fifa 09 inside HMV. so we stayed there and played for 30 mins? haha. went to mos to get drinks and breadtalk to get bread for tomorrow's breakfast and headed home. (:

youth day tomorrow. and school the next day. boring. homework not done,but i want to go out tomorrow. i feeling very remorseful right now. in fact,i have been feeling this way for pretty long time. that decision. while,too late to say anything already. schoolschoolschool,DANG.

sometimes,i regret making that decision years ago. if only i didn't ask,i think i would be really happier now.

11:54 PM | Saturday, July 04, 2009
wait another minute.
dad send me to meet up with naz at yishun bus stop. 969 down to tampines. warm up and stuffs and was ready for game. first period,3-1. second period,3 or 4-0. third period 1 or 2-3. we lost in total 8-4. but i guess this was one of our best match ever. i didn't played so well today. shots were poor. i don't know man. i lack that finishing touch to score lah. sucks. gary,jerome,jon,victor and mengchao came and watch the game. haha,team talk,bathed and went to find them. eat at tampines mall foodcourt. gary took 969,we headed to take 72 down to victor house bus stop. victor went home,the rest of us took 88 and went to kick soccer at amk street soccer court. long time since we last kick. met up with terence,zhengquan and wanhao there. kick all the way till 5 plus. super long never kick already. dang. haha. lost touch all this. anw,headed home after that. relatives came over to my house. my super cute nephew,i will upload the few photos soon! super cuteee! haha. he still pose and say cheese all this! HAHA. cute to the max. they all left around 9 plus-10 plus. ohya,think it's independence day today. malaysia side was celebrating it. then go fireworks! went to opposite block from my block to watch! haha. super nice. very long never go watch fireworks already! hahaha. (:

tomorrow church and they want go suntec see dota competition-.- but since it's sunday. boring day,just tag along i guess. okay,i am like prediciting it's gonna be boring tomorrow. haha. jon having fifa 2009 comp tomorrow. hope he wins! goodluck chubby! lol. okay,12am now. sleep.

it will take you long to guess it's you.

11:50 PM | Friday, July 03, 2009
friday night gathering.
well,in the end,we didn't eat at yishun. turn out we eat at some hawker centre at amk. near jon house. stingray,sotong,kangkong,fried rice,hokkien mee,satay,sugarcane. quite full after that. met up with shaun at khatib. met chongling there too. to get jerome and my havaianas! haha. nice. cool,got slippers from australia! haha. after that,went to amk. to do some miscallenous(whatever it's spelt) stuffs,and met gary at the 265 bus stop. met zhengquan in the bus. (: waited for like 5mins downstairs jon house,turn out that they are all at jon's house already! LOL. haha. headed to his house to wait for jerome and victor. played,fifa on his xbox 360. guitar hero also. walked over to the hawker. food was nice,company even better. talked a while after that at macs till 10. headed home after that.

friday night gathering gonna continue when school reopens. haha. coolio. gonna hunt for good food every week! lol. anw,match against zarf tomorrow morning! 10am again. dang. but the last 10am match. haha. the usuals might be coming down tomorrow. stress. okay,but i really want play well. hope i get the rookie of the year! so like,need to play super well lah. score goals quite important. yuppp. aggression like what mr shashi said yesterday is what we need tomorrow. hope we do well. time for bed.

i could be your,

11:54 PM | Thursday, July 02, 2009
tiring trg.
dang,i think we will get screwed up in the zarf match on saturday. everybody super not prepared. and only 11 of us turn up for trg. jc people having exams. can die after trg. man-to-man marking,wah. super tiring. anw,met up with gary,jerome,jon,mengchao and sheryl siow at amk macs. studying session. was practically finishing my ss assignments. haha. left around 4.50 for trg. this week really went past so quick. and school reopening in a few days time. siannn. haha. mr shashi send me and puvin to toa payoh after trg. took train from there back home. super fast man! haha.

tomorrow might be having dinner with the usuals! haha. taste of thailand at chongpang that one! coool. okay,i really tired. need sleep like siao. and tomorrow another day of online homework. and looking at chongling's blog,teachers have been pestering us to hand in our work. and it sucks. cannot stand them for keep saying hello your o's is like in how many months. your attitude sucks. yeah,of course i know how many months i am left with. but the amount of homework given seriously is way too much? they need to know that we cannot plainly look at the computer for the whole day. we of course need to go out and have a breather right! plus tution,trgs,parents ask us out,and unexpected things that can cropped up last minute,etc. wth lah. just because they think they are teachers,means they can rule our life. CRAP. okay,fine,enough of the rant,i can rant more,but i think this is enough. time for bed.

look up into those stars.

12:20 PM |
study.
gonna be like 3 weeks in a row. on a thursday that i study! haha. okay,going to study with gary and jon at amk macs. going to find them now! guess i am going there to complete my online assignmentS! haha. sucks okay. a lot lahhh. okay,i better start going!

10:55 PM | Wednesday, July 01, 2009
shucks.
stay-home wednesday. haha. bored as ever. but at least the AYG seems quite interesting to me. heard the beach volleyball won,basketball lost to china. but heard that they did a good job,so yup. full credits to them. 3 days of homework accumulates up,quite shit. one whole pile waiting. and ss is also not positive to me. mdm loo messaged my parents. cool. lol. guess have to hand up asap! i hope by tonight. but,looking at the situation. tomorrow morning. okay,i want to get out of the house lahhh. bored man. combined schools trg at bukit merah tomorrow night.

to think of it,the season's ending. fast man. but at least,the fun,joy,laughters,sweat,tears we had in korea and singapore is good enough to create a memory that will leave best in my heart(: especially when each other are feeling down,the group of friends in combined schools that i have made,have never failed to make each other smiled and be ready for the next battle. thanks to the likes of naz,puvin,augustine,amirul,zulham,brian and most of the rest! great friends,great people. (: and especially our coaches,mr siva,mr fazrin and mr shashi! thanks a many. no matter what the critics say about us,we will always know that,it can only improve us. :D let's try and make the last comeback ever! by trying to stay in div 1! f this shit lah,cb! hahahaa. inside team joke/cheer!

ohyaaaahhhhh! sirbest cell group leader got tickets for the hillsong concert! YESSSSS. God is great mannn! :D hahaha. was praying really hard to get the tickets and finnaly we got it! :D thank God. His plans are always the only and right one for us! :D

there will never be a day,when thoughts will be gone.
everyday,thoughts will surround you in your mind.
some are from our Lord Jesus Christ,some are from our enemy Satan.
sometimes,you will never be able to differentiate it.
but always know that,our Lord,will always give us the right impression and the only way and correct mind.
only our enemy,will create wild,evil and corrupted thoughts.

i will bring praise,i will bring praise,
no weapons formed against me,shall remains.
i will rejoice,i will declare,
God is my victory,
and He is here.

1:13 AM |
answers.
sometimes,a simple choice can be changed to a tough one in just a few seconds.
yes to a no. fast,it is. hai.